Character Masks of Remaining Shudders

i am the girl with ribbons in my hair, a mystery in my eyes, and laughter in my heart.
i am the boy with bags under my eyes, because i'm "following in my family's footsteps" like I'm supposed to.
i am the girl who weeps alone, because the only person who would hold me together is the reason i'm crying
i am the boy i told myself i wouldn't become. so much for that.
i am the girl with not a fear, because i hold man's greatest fear in my hand
i am the boy who wanted to be there, but life got in the way
i am the girl who remembers, when all i want to do is forget
i am the boy who lied to you
i am the girl who's sick of your lies
i am the boy who wants nothing more than to sink into the sand and let the sea swallow me whole
i am the girl who you remember looking back, but never saw when you were there
i am the boy you didn't listen to
i am the girl who told you i love you
i am the boy that became a beast
i am the girl who's screams were silent
i am the boy
i am the girl
i am the girl looking into a cracked mirror of broken sorrow
i am the boy who never wanted to be a man
i am the girl who believed in something else
i am the boy who turned your black roses red
i am the girl who fell, when you tripped me
i am the boy who cleaned up your mess
i am the girl who needed a miracle
i am the boy who needed a chance
i am the girl who wanders, but is not lost
i am the boy who made you who you are, who gave you that scar
i am the girl who blushes at your name and trembles at your presence
i am the boy with the power of millions
i am the girl you laughed at
i am the boy you finally understood
i am the girl with a smile on her face
i am the boy
i am the girl
i am the boy who will never get the chance to find out
i am the girl with a heart full of questions
i am the boy finding letters from the sky
i am the girl, left with only raindrops in my hands
i am the boy, who was never superman
i am the girl who is gone now
i am the boy who remembered you, when everyone else ignored
i am the girl of your dreams, but you're the boy of hers
i am the boy who couldn't move fast enough
i am the girl who was always asking questions with no answers
i am the boy who tried to fall
i am the girl with feet on her coattails
i am the boy who refused to forgive
i am the girl who refuses to forget
i am the boy who never wanted to be
i am the girl who never was
i am the boy
i am the girl

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